Ok my muslim friends i need answers, i feel like dying?

aww there there sweety, dont be depressed or terrified. You are very lucky that youre discovering this early on. Most people dont get it diagnosed on time. I know you did nothing wrong, you dont drink or smoke, and a very good girl. I'm the same way, I have insulin resistance for no reason at all, I found out i had it when I was 24. Its really wierd because I work out alot, pray and do not do bad things myself. I'm the only one in my family to have it I was mad for a very long time. My problem can lead to diabetes obesity, heart disease. Yup I'm the lucky one.... but I'm getting it treated and I joined a support group to help me deal with insulin resistence.